Well here it is 12:06am and can I sleep? No. I hate it when I can't sleep which is more often than not. So I figure why not add another entry here. After all it has been a while.

So lets see, what is new or happening in my life? Ha! Not much of anything. My sister still isn't talking to me and it has been sinc Feb 15, 2010 now, I work to much or so I am told, I haven't been out walking because of the friggin rain which also has made my grass grow to mammoth proportions, I have volunteered for the Air Show this coming Wednesday so I can't weigh in, which in turn my mind thinks that allows me to eat everything in sight and I am working in town again this week. The great thing abou this week is I am working 2 days and maybe a part day on Friday. Friday is also the football game of which I am hoping someone will go with me as I hate going by myself.

I ended up having a melt down on Saturday night, ended up drinking 3 beer and clam, something I never ever do. I wanted the day to be a good day, but right before bed I started thinking about mom and how much I miss her. Then that got me thinking about how lonely I really am. I think that is why I volunteered for the Air Show. To get out and do something. I just hope we have some great weather for it. I don't want to get eaten alive by mosquitos because of the wet. I will have to pack a bag for that day. I don't want to eat junk all day long. I hope there will be lots of water as I have to get back to drinking 2L per day and eating right. Which means I have to do groceries tomorrow.

But I think I am going to find a couple Advil or Aleve maybe that will help me sleep. Or I can dring the rest of the bottle of wine in the fridge I am sure that will make me sleepy. HA HA