May 31, 2008

HA! No one has commented on any of my blogs so far. Maybe because only a select few know I have even started one.

Well Trudy called last night & I called her on the hiring of a Night Auditor. She said that she did hire a full time girl that is to start on the 23 of June. Melvin will then go 3 days of maintainence & 2 nights of Night Audit. Wouldn't it make more sense if Melvin went 5 days maintainence & when someone needed the night off then fill in then I can keep my 2 nights a week? But no that is too sensible. She also went on to say that she wanted to be able to call me a moments notice if someone was sick or what not. Like what does she want me to do sit by the damn phone waiting for her call? I think not. Then the straw that broke the proverbial camels back came when she said to me that if I went full time night audit then she wouldn't hire this other girl. So she wants me to quit my $25+ an hour job to make $13.75 an hour doing night audit. Is she fucken' bent? I am not blonde for pete's sake or stupid for that matter. She proceeded to tell me that my last weekend would be July 4 & 5. Well I have already taken June 27 & 28 off so if she thinks that I am going to come back for 2 nights she is sorely mistaken. I find it quite odd that just last week she gave me 100% on my review & a raise just to let me go the next week. She is in to work in the morning tomorrow so we will see what she has to say.

Pizza Delight was busy again tonight but I like that job & they seem to like me there too. At least I know I am appreciated there. I am a little tired tonight & missing my kid. Not sure why guess I just need to know he is ok & that sort of crap. Did I mention how good my fence looks? LOL.

Well this work for Infratech isn't getting done if I am writing on my blog. Not sure if I will be able to post tomorrow as Jason comes home. And old eagle eyes, nosy himself would want to know what I am doing. Not happening. I want or need this for me. Somewhere I can talk freely about whomever I want. Then Monday I have to send my laptop away to get the DVD drive fixed so it will be 7-10 days before I get it back. Oh My Lord, I will have to put up with him with no distractions for that long? How will I ever survive?

May 30, 2008

Well here we are almost to the last day of May how this year is flying by. I am at the hotel now until 7am. Just found out that they may have hired a full time night auditor. Not sure what that will mean for me as Melvin would now go 3 days maintainence and 2 nights night audit. I guess that would put me out of a job which would really suck right now with all the holidays I have booked and the fence to pay for. Trudy is supposed to be working Sunday morning and I will ask her then what is going on. I just don't know what to believe from her anymore as just last weekend she said she was going to give me so much more to do and a 50 cent raise. Well I can only wait and see I guess.

Jason is gone to his mom's with his kids. Yipee!!! He sure pissed me off this morning. He doesn't understand what this medication is doing to me for pete's sake. I can't wait until it is done. To not be in control just bothers me to peices. But at least I can have some peace and quite for a couple of days. Again he did not pay me a cent yet. I think Instaloans is garnisheeing his wage as he brought in less than a grand this pay check. That is unheard of in this day and age. My hotel check for 48 hours was almost 6oo and he only brought in like 900 for 80 hours like that is so wrong.

But anywho gotta do some work on my spreadsheet tonight so I will definately stay awake. Looks like there is a CSI-Miami marathon on A&E as well so I have lots to keep me entertained.

Have a great night those who read A Day In My Life.

May 28, 2008

Yup here we are, weigh in day. I gained 3.4 pounds. Don't know how but whatever. I have 13.4 now to lose by July 1, like that is going to happen. I am getting so frustrated with all this. I really didn't even want to weigh in today but I must be accountable right? I feel like shit. The codeine I am taking make me loopy & tired & the anti inflammatory is making me feel so sick I just want to puke. Right now I would love to go somewhere & cry & when I am finished crying I never want to come out of the hole I buried myself in. But I can't do that, I have to prove I can do this. I did it before I should & can do it again.

Well the fence is pretty well up. Just waiting on the gates now. Not sure how much Steve is going to charge me. He did say he will take off some from the total for Jason helping him and if Jason keeps helping he will take more & more off. That is a bonus. Gets my fence cheaper & gets Jason out of my hair.

It is 10pm now & I can hardly keep my eyes open. So I am going to veg on the couch, watch a little of the tube & probably fall asleep like I have all week. Nite all.

May 27, 2008

Well wholly shit I just lost my whole post. I can't even remember what it said. What a nimrod I am. I know I was bitching about Jason but you know what I am too tired to repost the whole thing so I am going to call it a night.

Sunday May 25, 2008

Well here it is 1:45 in the am & I am starting a blog. Not sure how this will pan out but I will keep it up until I get bored of it which I can't see happening. So I have started a new challenge with Weight Watchers & my Inspiration Soup group. Slim Spring Flowers. I hope I have enough will power to lose my 10 pounds by July 1, 2008.

I did walk 5km for Vicitm Services in the RCMP Fun Run today. My legs are sore, & my butt but I do feel good about it. I am pretty tired, guess the codine & anti inflammatories I am taking for my ankle are taking their toll. Only 8 more days taking them. I hope I won't have to take them the rest of my life. But if they work then I will just have to buck up & take what is given to me right?