Yup here we are, weigh in day. I gained 3.4 pounds. Don't know how but whatever. I have 13.4 now to lose by July 1, like that is going to happen. I am getting so frustrated with all this. I really didn't even want to weigh in today but I must be accountable right? I feel like shit. The codeine I am taking make me loopy & tired & the anti inflammatory is making me feel so sick I just want to puke. Right now I would love to go somewhere & cry & when I am finished crying I never want to come out of the hole I buried myself in. But I can't do that, I have to prove I can do this. I did it before I should & can do it again.
Well the fence is pretty well up. Just waiting on the gates now. Not sure how much Steve is going to charge me. He did say he will take off some from the total for Jason helping him and if Jason keeps helping he will take more & more off. That is a bonus. Gets my fence cheaper & gets Jason out of my hair.
It is 10pm now & I can hardly keep my eyes open. So I am going to veg on the couch, watch a little of the tube & probably fall asleep like I have all week. Nite all.
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