I am NOT going to be a fucking babysitter in Cuba. I refuse. If she thinks that I am going to stick with her while she drinks when she isn't supposed to she has another think coming. Yes I am talking about my sister. She called me tonight to let me know that her appointment was good in Calgary and for fuck sakes she was hammered. Well let her. Let her drink herself to death just like dad did. Just like Mike is. I don't care. And if she keeps up about this Cuba trip and booking it and such well she can go to hell. Just pay the damn deposit and get it over with. Don't freaking sit on it while the price goes up.

What a night. So much for sleeping now. I am too wound up. I can't wait for my holidays. They can't come soon enough. I just want out of this town, out of this province and out of this country. No computer, have to have my cell phone but it will be turned off unless I need it. But 5 days of no work, no part time job, no deliveries coming in 10 minutes before we close. OH I CAN'T WAIT!!