So I am going to make a conscience effort this week to stay on weight watchers & get in some exercise. I am feeling so gross I can hardly stand myself. I feel bloated and just plain unattractive. So I am going to take this day by day. Tomorrow being the first day. I work tomorrow night but I will pick up a veggie tray so that I don't eat the restaurant food. The exercise will be harder to get in. But I will try. 20 min is all I need to do.

Vicky isn't talking to me much anymore which makes me sad but I have to realize that she just came into my life & I made it ok before well kind of. I think I will just post on the weight watcher boards very seldom (except my 3 posts I do daily). I am just a blip on the radar there. My opinions don't really matter much so again no big loss. There are some that are important to me and well they are on facebook so if I need them I can get a hold of them there.

Tomorrow starts the search for someone to level the trailer as well. It seems that Izzy's brother has never done anything like that. So I do hope that I can get it done fairly cheap. There are a few contractors in the newspaper that I will call.

Payday is tomorrow as well. I have to go for groceries on Friday. Stock up the fridge so that I don't buy anything for lunches. I sure need a plan for lunches and suppers. I am sick of the same old same old. I will have to look at some recipes in the next few days so that I can make a list. I am also want to do some fitness classes this fall. I was browsing the Community Spectrum & found 3 that look interesting. 2 are free drop in classes one is a registared one. We will see.

Anyway I will sign off, do some cleaning and get some rest. Sleep is non-existant right now so if I rest at least that is better than nothing.