Just got back from seeing the Blind Side. What a great movie. That's a keeper when it comes out on DVD. Such a powerful story. Maybe I will get to see Mike Oher play against Seattle next year. Wouldn't that be a treat.

Ben isn't doing so good. He was shaking this morning when I got him up to go gouside this morning. But he did eat today and drink and did his business outside so that is good. I worked 8 hours today, wow am I tired. I have a headache tonight as well. After work I bought Ben some more treats, a new blanket and a heater. I am hoping that he is going to start gaining some weight and get back to normal. I am so afraid of coming home one day and he will be gone. A friend said if that happens she will take him for me as I would never be able to touch him. I don't know what I did wrong with him. I really don't. I just want him to get better and back to his normal self.

So it seems that when I went for my Sleep Apnea testing that I quit breathing 8 times every hour. When I had the loner CPAP machine over Christmas that number went down to 3 times every hour. So I am now the proud owner of a brand new CPAP machine. I am hoping that one day I won't need it but that may not be possible. I was able to use this one for 4 hours and 15 minutes last night before I had to take it off. So not bad really. I will take care of my headache tonight before going to bed and tomorrow I don't have to be up for any specific time as I am just delivering so no setting of any alarms tomorrow. YAY! I can also spend the whole day at home with the dog and watch him. I really do hope that he will be ok. And if there is a God I hope that he is listening and help my Ben out. I would hate to lose him. But if he is in any pain or what not I would hope that God would take him. I get so sad and choked up even thinking about it. I just hope that he loves his heater and his blanket.

But time to take a headache pill.