Monday, wow how time flies. Ben seems to be doing better since I added the heater and blanket. Still not the best but not as bad as he was.

I was going to go to the gym tonight but didn't get there. Good God I need to get motivated and get this under control. I am going to try again starting tomorrow as it is pretty late tonight. I have to put Ben out and then it is bed time for me. Today is the first day in a long time that I was tired at work. So I have to keep that machine on tonight no matter what.

I deliver tomorrow so I want to make a soup for supper. I just have to ask the WW gals about substitutions. I want to use fresh veggies not frozen ones. If I can't then I will use the frozen ones.

I can't stop thinking about that guy from the casino in Edmonton. Hope his date went well. I hope that 2010 will be my year to meet my guy. That would sure be incentive to lose that's for sure. Look how much I lost when dating Jason. So I will keep my hopes & dreams forefront so that it will happen. I so don't want to be alone another year.