Well I didn't get the lawn cut today. Hopefully tomorrow but it is calling for rain. The latest it can get done is Wednesday morning. That was one good thing Jason was for, I didn't have to cut the grass or shovel the snow. Don't get me wrong he was good for other things as well. He would do anything I asked no matter if he wanted to or not. I really made a big mistake with him. Maybe if I was a bit more attentive to him he would still be here. I really would like him here.

I can't find the bag I want to pack for Calgary. I think Alex has it. But now he will probably need all that he can get as he is moving in September. Father away from me. In a place call Carsland. It is another half hour south. Pretty soon he will be far enough away I won't see him at all. I guess there is nothing I can do about it. Everyone I love is moving further and further away. Soon I will have no one again. If it wasn't for Vicky I wouldn't talk to anyone. I tried calling Marci tonight to drop off Haile's gift and there was no answer and I never got a call back. So who knows when I will be able to catch up with them to get the gift to her.

I was lazy today. I got up at 10 and did nothing except watch TV on the couch. Then at noon Ann and I went for brunch at the casino. I was pretty good. I don't know if I will go back anytime soon though. Then I came home let the dog out and fell asleep on the couch until I was called for a delivery at about 5pm. Then I came home for another hour got on the computer before I was called out again. I got home at 9:45 and well that is way to late to do the lawn so it didn't get done and well I really don't want to do anything in the house it is too hot. So nothing will get done again tonight. Just like every other night...

The website is scheduled for an outage not sure if it is at midnight tonight or tomorrow so I better go for now just incase it is for tonight.