I'm tired tonight, I think it is because I have a headache but that will go away after I take my advil before bed. I am taking a break from making my Pepper Salad for tomorrows snack lunch. I really don't want to make it but it is almost done.

Wednesday's weigh in is going to be awful. I have to do some damage control before then. Lots of water and hardly any food tomorrow. Maybe just a fruit for breakfast, and then the snack lunch. Thankfully I don't work tomorrow so I don't have to eat supper. I can go to the gym and get on the treadmill for an hour. Hopefully that will take care of some of what I did to my body this week.

Tim came over again yesterday and weeded my whole garden and cut the grass again. To bad there wasn't a single one of him...lol. I was asked tonight if I want a friend with benefits. I have decided that is definately not what I want. I actually sort of have one of them in Garry. I want someone who is reliable and can come to me when I need them, emotionally and physically. I so miss that with Jason being gone. One thing with him was he was always here for me even if he didn't listen. I am beginning to think again that there isn't anyone out there for me. Or why would anyone want me. But I have to get over myself afterall I was alone for many years before Jason came along and I did ok then why can't I get it through my head that I am alone and probably will be for another long time. Oh well, we can't all have what we want right?

Well that salad won't make itself. Once it is done it is into bed for me as I really am not feeling well. Just need a good nights sleep is all. Another wish that won't come true.