OMG here it is Wednesday, I am exhausted & well just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I didn't go to my meeting tonight because once again I know I have gained weight. Now I have to lose even more to go back next week. Not sure if that will happen. I went out for supper again tonight, tomorrow there is a BBQ at work and if I go to the pot luck on Saturday how the hell will I be counting that.

Life sucks lately.